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You Must Be Healed Sexually: Part 1


Oyez, Oyez, Oyez Daughters!


“When Jesus [Yeshua] saw her, he called her over and said, “Dear woman, you are healed of your sickness!” This dear woman, a daughter of Abraham, has been held in bondage by Satan for eighteen years. Isn’t it right that she be released, even on the Sabbath?”

Luke 13:12,16 New Living Translation


In a dream, I heard the words “you must be healed sexually,” and then appeared the face of well-known, female R & B singer, Avery Sunshine. At first, I thought this was a rather odd dream. However, through prayer, I endeavored to know what was being revealed. Here’s what I received to share with daughters.

Avery Sunshine is a pseudonym which comprises a blend of two female movie characters, Shug Avery and Sunshine. Shug Avery (“Shug”) is a character from the movie “The Color Purple,” and Sunshine is a character from the movie “Harlem Nights.” The premise behind the name The Color Purple is that the color purple is such a beautiful and powerful color it cannot be ignored, and Harlem Nights illustrates that sex is still the most effective distraction tactic against opponents at war.


 “I think it pisses God off if you walk by the color purple in a field somewhere and don't notice it.” 

The Color Purple (Film), Shug Avery (Margaret Avery) 1985


How can one walk past a purple flower and not acknowledge its beauty? The beauty of the color is, in fact, a call to be seen and loved. Beauty is a call. It is a form of communication. We see this idea play out in the biblical narrative of Esther


“This man had a very beautiful and lovely young cousin, Hadassah, who was also called Esther. When her father and mother died, Mordecai adopted her into his family and raised her as his own daughter.”

Esther 2:7 New Living Translation


Esther is the Hebrew word ʼEçtêr which means “star.” Esther’s beauty caused her to stand out and be selected as King Ahasuerus’ wife. Esther becomes a heroine that intercepts the adversary's plot to destroy the chosen people. Esther’s people were targeted because of their adherence to Yahweh’s commands. Esther’s husband King Ahasuerus had given a decree to exterminate all Jews. However, when he married Esther, her Jewish nationality and family background was not disclosed to him under advisement from her cousin Mordecai. Consequently, being selected as King Ahasuerus' wife was going to place Esther in an uncomfortable position where her cousin Mordecai would ask her to risk her life to save her people. In God’s hands, Esther’s beauty was going to be the tool He would use to cause King Ahasuerus to rescind his orders to exterminate the Jews.


“And the king loved Esther more than any of the other young women. He was so delighted with her that he set the royal crown on her head and declared her queen…”

Esther 2:17 New Living Translation


Ironically, like Esther, Shug also became a heroine. Shug was a prodigal daughter; a famous juke-joint singer with seemingly lesbian tendencies, and estranged from her preacher father. It appeared her father disowned her because of her lifestyle. She was rumored to have a promiscuous lifestyle being referred to as having “that dirty woman’s” disease.” She would also drink and cuss. Although she had various sexual experiences, she got married to a man hoping it would make her father accept her. It did not. Amidst a series of interwoven themes, we see the beauty of this story come alive in Shug’s relationship with Ms. Celie. Shug is the character that connects us to Ms. Celie. Celie had low self-esteem generating from years of sexual abuse at the hands of her step-father and husband. Celie was married to Mister, also known as Albert; a man who didn’t have any natural affections for Celie. Albert actually desired Celie’s sister, Nettie. He thought Celie was unattractive and treated her badly. He often abused and disrespected her. Shug was actually one of Albert’s old flings who was performing in town. Albert invited Shug to stay with him at his home with him and his wife, Celie. However, he failed to mention to Celie that Shug was more than a friend. Under “normal” circumstances, Shug and Celie would have been adversaries. However, Shug and Celie became more than friends and developed a relationship that bordered on slightly romantic, thus introducing Celie to her first encounter of “falling in love.” Shug helped Celie find her voice, and ultimately, the courage to leave Mister.

Control, manipulation, fear, insults, and self-hatred are a few behavior traits that describe narcissists. I’d definitely characterize Mister (Albert) as a narcissist. Albert was still seething over the fact that he wasn’t able to marry Celie’s sister, Nettie. When Albert asked Nettie’s father for her hand in marriage, Nettie’s father declined his offer and offered him, Celie. Celie’s father had already abused her body, stolen her innocence, and impregnated her with several children. He had already defiled Celie, so he was happy to give her away. Mister was still angry about being given Celie to marry. So much so, that he instilled fear in Celie so she would never check the mailbox. Shortly after Celie married Mister, Nettie left town and promised Celie that she would write to her every day and that “nothing could keep her from it.” Mister knew Celie and Nettie had a close relationship, so he devised a plot to intercept Nettie’s letters to Celie. He told her he rigged the mailbox, threatened her, and told her he’d know if she tried to check the mailbox. Albert knew Nettie loved Celie. Although he didn’t love Celie, apparently he didn’t want anyone else to love her either. Later in the story, we find out that the man that gave Celie away in marriage to Mister was not Celie’s biological father. Her “real” father passed away years prior and left an inheritance to Celie’s mother. However, Celie's mother must have gotten remarried to the man that Celie thought was her father. Upon Celie’s step-father’s death, she discovered an inheritance was awaiting her.

An inheritance was waiting, but she was unaware. It was always there. She endured years of mistreatment and abuse because she didn’t know the truth. She didn’t know the truth.

An inheritance was waiting, but she was unaware. It was always there. She endured years of mistreatment and abuse because she didn’t know the truth. She didn’t know the truth.

An inheritance was waiting, but she was unaware. It was always there. She endured years of mistreatment and abuse because she didn’t know the truth. She didn’t know the truth.

Daughters, The Father has an inheritance waiting for you.


Many years passed before Celie’s circumstances would reveal the truth. Following Celie’s divorce from Mister, Celie inherited a house and a tailor shop. She finally had her own home and a means of earning income outside of being used by Mister for sex, restoring his status, and serving as his maid. Like Celie, our beloved protagonist in this story, Albert also has a back story worth mentioning. Insight into the mind of an adversary is worth unveiling in an attempt to further understand the full landscape by which darkness operates. Everyone is at risk until the truth is revealed. Celie was given to Albert, a man was still mourning the loss of his wife. I suspect Mister went looking for a wife in Celie's sister, Nettie because his father told him that's what he "should" do because he needed a woman to help him take care of his house, cook his meals, and care for his children. Though he secretly longed in his heart for Shug, I suspect he got married out of obligation, and when he saw how beautiful Nettie was he figured she’d fit the bill, but ended up “settling” for Celie instead. He didn’t take on a wife out of love, but out of obligation, and lust. I believe grief and lust were at the root of what caused Albert to marry. His wife was deceased. His mistress Shug was living her life as a juke-joint singer and wasn’t interested in becoming his wife. Now, the stage was set for an adversarial spirit to use Albert's grief to do his bidding for darkness. Albert was sexually attracted to Nettie. However, Nettie rejected him. He knew he couldn’t have sex with Nettie unless he married her. So he made plans to ask Nettie’s father for her hand in marriage. The father declines Albert’s offer stating that she’s the pretty, smart daughter. He would not let Albert have her. The father moves forward with "selling off" the least attractive daughter to Albert, a grieving, lustful man with no genuine love in his heart for Celie. What I find interesting is that Albert was asking a man that wasn’t Celie’s biological father for her hand in marriage. Only a father can give permission to a man to marry his daughter. Only a father is authorized to enact covenants. This man who was “playing” the role of a father was not authorized and therefore was out of order in giving away Celie to Mister. Celie didn’t belong to him. This is the first lie that is revealed. A real father does not give away his daughter to a stranger. I see the name “Mister” as an allusion to the idea this man was, in fact, a stranger to both he and Celie. Celie’s step-father did not love her. Albert did not love Celie. He did not know her, nor did he desire to know her. The next truth that is unveiled is that Celie’s mother never disclosed to her daughter the truth of her origins. Celie’s mother kept the true identity of Celie’s father a secret. This secret caused Celie to believe that the man that sexually abused her was her biological father. He was not. So what we uncover here is the exchange of one lie for another. Celie is no longer a victim of incest but is actually a victim of deception committed by her mother and step-father. The tragedy is that Celie carried within her the guilt of believing the children she bore with her step-father were also her brothers and sisters. 


“…Then I will send, and fetch thee from thence: why should I be deprived also of you both in one day?”

Genesis 27:45 King James Version


Deception, like every other sin, finds its origins in families where someone violated The Creator’s instructions and attempted to disguise the infraction in an effort to save oneself from loss. Herein lies the temptation of sin. As my friend, Kimberly Johnson would say, “people do things for two reasons: either to obtain pleasure or to avoid pain.”


“Nothing in all creation is hidden from God. Everything is naked and exposed before his eyes, and he is the one to whom we are accountable.”

Hebrews 4:13 New Living Translation


This sordid tale reminds me of a similar story in the book of Genesis, where Jacob’s mother, Rebekah wanted to ensure the birth rite blessing for her youngest son Jacob. So, Jacob’s mom orchestrated a coverup to present Jacob to his father Issac as if he was the eldest son Esau. Jacob and Esau were twins. Jacob’s name means deceiver; one who undermines. The wife deceived her husband by using the children as pawns. Through this plot, Jacob’s mother creates a hostile and deceptive environment. Sin affects everyone, and cannot be compartmentalized. We are all connected!  If Jacob grew up seeing this behavior in his home, it’s safe to assume he made choices as an adult out of the wounds of his environment. A deceptive spirit can run in families. Jacob’s father Issac also had a bout with deception just like Issac’s father Abraham. Jacob also experienced the fruit of deception at the hands of his mother’s brother Laban who deceived him. Laban tricked Jacob into working for him for seven years to obtain Rachel, the woman he loved. However, Laban tricked him and offered him his least attractive daughter Leah. Jacob ultimately worked for Laban for fourteen years and “settled” for a woman he did not love. Albert and Jacob are two peas from the same pod. They both agreed to something foolish out of lust and obligation. Deception appeared to be an ongoing theme on both sides of the family tree. Could it be that a deceptive spirit was the generational curse both sides of the family needed to reveal for the family to be fully healed?  The Color Purple along with all biblical narratives interestingly points to Yeshua/Jesus delivering people from lives of bondage. 

Furthermore, we see an intricate strategy God used to turn these very wrong situations right-side up. Shug is the conduit linking us to the climax of deliverance and redemption. Mister loved Shug and everyone knew it, even Celie. However, Shug knew the truth about Albert. She knew Albert loved her. But she lacked respect for him. This man had two women living in his home in deception, and he was okay with it. Shug used him to meet her needs, just like Albert used Celie to meet his. We all know this situation was not appropriate on many levels. But this inappropriate situation became the class by which both Celie and Shug would learn what they needed to know. Celie admired Shug and fell in love with her. Shug and Celie's friendship helped each other heal. Both Shug and Celie entered marriages that helped them unravel years of lies to arrive at the truth. Ultimately, Shug’s failed marriage reunited her with her father. Celie’s failed marriage prepared the way for her to know the truth about her biological father and her inheritance.  When Shug uncovered Albert’s deception of hiding Nettie’s letters, Celie realized Mister had been strategic in his plot to rob her of her sister’s love even through Nettie's letters. Celie got angry and wanted revenge. But Shug helped Celie find a better way to handle Mister’s deception. She helped Celie with an exit strategy.  Celie "came to herself" and received the courage to leave what should have never been. The marriage to Mister was unlawful from the beginning. How can you give away that which didn’t belong to you in the first place? Also, what father gives away his daughter to a man that initially asked for another woman, and then agreed to “settle” on another daughter? Again, what father gives away his daughter to a man that doesn’t love her? Not a real father. This entire narrative brings to light the idea that a title does not guarantee fulfillment. It’s also worth noting, not every person who birthed a child was authorized to be a parent at the time the child was conceived. However, God is sovereign. Nothing goes to waste. He uses everything to bring his sons and daughters into the knowledge of the truth.


“And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them.”

Romans 8:28 New Living Translation


Upon uncovering Mister’s deception, Celie warned Mister that anything to which he put his hands would ultimately fail. Until he corrected his wrong, he would experience loss, lack, and failure. Celie was warning him to repent. After Mister witnessed the effects of Celie’s admonition his heart softened and he was allowed to see the error of his ways. Time and a softened heart moved Mister to make arrangements for Celie and Nettie to be together again. God had moved Mister’s heart to release the anger he was harboring to allow Celie to be reunited with real love.

Daughter, woman, wife, it is not in The Father’s character to have you spiritually bound, begging for affection, tied-up in cycles of abuse, disrespected, deceived, pimped, dishonored, fearful, a nervous wreck, used, manipulated, or controlled. The spirit that is at the root of this binding is not from the kingdom of the Father of Lights. That spirit is from the kingdom of darkness; an adversary against the light. You can tell a tree by its fruit. What fruit is on display in that situation? Be honest. Tell the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. Don’t ignore it. This day you can choose. Be healed of the act. Be loosed.


“…He saw a woman who had been crippled by an evil spirit. She had been bent double for eighteen years and was unable to stand up straight. Then he touched her, and instantly she could stand straight. How she praised God! When Jesus saw her, he called her over and said, “Dear woman, you are healed of your sickness!” This dear woman, a daughter of Abraham, has been held in bondage by Satan for eighteen years. Isn’t it right that she be released, even on the Sabbath?” This shamed his enemies, but all the people rejoiced at the wonderful things he did. He also asked, “What else is the Kingdom of God like? It is like the yeast a woman used in making bread. Even though she put only a little yeast in three measures of flour, it permeated every part of the dough.

Luke 13:11-13,16-17,20-21 New Living Translation


Lastly, it’s no coincidence the above- referenced passage is found in the book of Luke. Loukas is the Greek translation for the name Luke, which means light-giving. Luke was also said to be a physician. In part two of this post, I will reveal insights about the second part of the pseudonym, Avery Sunshine.

And so it shall be.




About Temika Moore: Shining A Light With Pen And Mic

Temika Moore is an inspirational speaker, educator, singer, songwriter, cultural impact consultant, and arts advocate. For over 20 years Temika Moore has been performing live and writing music with inspiring and empowering messages. She has extended her inspirational songwriting ability into a new blog entitled "Temika Moore: Shining A Light With Pen And Mic." Temika Moore is a re-imagined 21st-century town crier posting notices on behalf of the court of truth as commissioned by I AM, The King, The Creator, The Source, The Redeemer, and The Father to every woman asking, seeking, and knocking to know The Truth. The town crier tradition dates back to the 18th century and is described as one who makes public pronouncements in the streets on behalf of the courts. Before making public announcements, a town crier would ring a handbell and shout the words “Oyez, Oyez, Oyez." Oyez means “hear ye” which is a call for silence and attention. 

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So Others May Eat: Letter 2

Oyez, Oyez, Oyez…Save The Daughters!

A town crier dates back to the 18th century, and is one who makes public pronouncements in the streets on behalf of the courts. Tradition esteems the town crier as one who rings a handbell and shouts the words “Oyez, Oyez, Oyez” before making the announcements. Oyez means “hear ye” which is a call for silence and attention. According to Wikipedia.org, the town crier tradition inspired the early beginnings of the newspaper. Thus, the term “posting a notice” derives from the town crier tradition. Temika Moore: Shining A Light With Pen And Mic is a reimagined 21st century town crier posting notices on behalf of the court of truth as commissioned by I AM, The King, The Creator, The Source, The Redeemer, and The Father to every woman asking, seeking, and knocking to know The Truth.

In a dream one night I heard the words “Temika, you are broken. You need help.” These were the words I heard after getting engaged for a second time. At the time I did not have a full interpretation of this dream. It would take almost four years for me to understand fully why I had that dream and what it meant. I will reveal to you what The Source of All Truth revealed to me about that engagement, along with insights on my marriage(s) in an upcoming post. However, on January 6, 2019, the Holy Spirit directed me to write this post. The Creator, Source of All Truth is serious about rescuing and redeeming women from the original curse brought about by naivety and the subtlety of deception.  I heard in my spirit these words, “the adversary’s reign is done.” I also heard the words “It is finished.” The Source of All Truth was leading me to remove the powers of shame, guilt, condemnation, and darkness by “displaying my sin on a cross” for all to see in the same manner Yeshua was hung on a cross; bloody, beaten and battered for all to see. Sin is not pretty. Sin is costly. Sin is a bloody business. Sin is death. Death can be short or it can be protracted. But the fact still remains, sin has a judgment day. The Creator’s words are true. His written word, as outlined in the book we know as the Bible, is a tool for restoring the earth to the original state The Creator intended. 

“Every part of Scripture is God-breathed and useful one way or another—showing us [the] truth, exposing our rebellion, correcting our mistakes, training us to live God’s way. Through the Word we are put together and shaped up for the tasks God has for us.”

2 Timothy 3:16-17 The Message Version


In my deliverance, I have been purposed with helping to deliver others. I am likened to the abolitionist Harriet Tubman leading those who desire to escape the bondage of living in the lower states to living in the freedom of the higher states. The business of rescue often involves risking one’s life to save others. Over the next several posts you will have an opportunity to glean my process of repentance, deliverance, and redemption. These posts are entitled, So Others Might Eat. The Hebrew word for “eat” is ʼâkal. It means to consume, take in, digest, devour, and slay. I share The Creator’s instructions, words, revelations, insights, unveiling, and discoveries for the benefit of providing sustenance to anyone who is hungry. A feast has been prepared. The table is set. Through these posts, you are invited to dine with the presence of a Holy Creator. This is Holy Communion. Bread will be broken (i.e. God’s word’s divided, separated, and processed), and wine shared (i.e. the fruit of character produced by being pressed into digestible liquid form), all done in remembrance of the Savior and Deliverer, Yeshua/Jesus/Immanuel/Son of Man/The Anointed, and Sacrificial Teacher.

Fam:

I am reaching out to you because I love you. I love you as my family member, brother, and or sister in the family of believers. I love you because The Most High God said that all of his commandments are on display for ALL people to see in following these two instructions:

1. Love God with all your will, intellect and emotions; AND

2. Love your neighbor as yourself. 

Matthew 22:37-40 New Living Translation


He said if we do these two things, we have actually fulfilled all of his commandments. He also said to “owe nothing to anyone - except for your obligation to love one another.” Romans 13:8 (New Living Translation) Well, I have a debt I must pay to you. I am heavy with the weight of carrying this message, so I will cut to the chase.

I heard the word “inappropriate.” 

I saw two dogs; one dark and one light. They were both females. The dark one started making humping motions toward the light one. Shortly thereafter, the light one started to do the same. Both dark and light had been infested.

I heard The Most High God show me an illustration through what he created; the night sky and the stars. As I stepped out of a light blue vehicle feeling heavy from sharing information that I was instructed to publicly share via the inter-network or internal network aka the internet, I was standing outside the light blue vehicle in front of a dwelling place. He told me “this is the fulfilment of the cross - sin being manifested (the infestation of man) hanging, on display for everyone to see. I weeped. 

He also said now you will know my true name - The Truth. I am going to replace every instance of the word God moving forward in this message with the word - The Truth.

As I weeped in that moment with the weight of the image of all our sins, especially my sins on display for all to see, he immediately encouraged me and led me to look up into the dark, deep blue night sky. I saw stars sparkling like never before. He said to me my stars are lights that light up the darkness. As I looked up at the sky and saw the enduring night sky, He said darkness is vast, it is deep. It is far reaching. My stars glisten amongst the expanse of the darkness. What resonated in my soul bringing me to joy is the confirmation He gave me that he was pouring a new foundation, a new creation, and that I am a part of the light he has placed in the deep, dark night sky.

After He confirmed his message, he revealed to me and assigned me to write this message for my family, my friends, my neighbors, and for you. Disclaimer: The Truth is holy. Holy means sacred place or thing; dedicated. The Truth is sacred. The truth is a place (i.e. a state of being or destination). The truth is dedicated (i.e. resolute, determined, unwavering, enthusiastic, keen, earnest, passionate, fervent).  One thing The Truth is not, is indifferent. The Truth is hardcore. The Truth takes a clear stance and holds its ground. With that being said, the foundation has been poured for me to move to the next word. 

The Truth is sending  or has sent a mighty wind. Wind is a resemblance of breath. Breath comes from someone that is living. Wind can be sensible or it can be violent. But it is an expression and function. The intent of this message will only be known to the person who receives this wind.

Back to the word I heard - “inappropriate.” I was sent on a windy road which led me to uncover the origin of the word molest. Molest is a 14th Century word that means to trouble, grief or vexation (annoyance, irritation, exasperation, anger, crossness, disgruntled, bad mood, aggravation). It derives from an Old French word molester and from a Latin word molestare meaning to disturb, trouble, annoy,’ from the word molestus meaning troublesome, perhaps related to moles or the word mass which is a burden or barrier. Molest as we know it today, relating to sexual assault did not come into use until the 1950.’s

This leads me to the point. All of the above-referenced manifestations (infestation of man) are bad fruits; or bad spirits. Fruit is what you enjoy, what you produce, what you develop, and what you use; its hanging off of you for all to see. Matthew 7:16 (7 meaning complete: 16 meaning love) says that you can identify them (i.e. people) by their fruit, that is by the way they act. Trouble, grief or vexation (annoyance, irritation, exasperation, anger, crossness, disgruntled, bad mood, aggravation) are manifestations (infestation of man) of a spirit that has not received The Truth. “They come out at night, snarling like vicious dogs as they prowl the streets.” (Psalms 59:6). The enemy or spirit that is against The Truth comes out during dark times and like a vicious dog, it prowls. When a being is “prowling” it is  searching in stealth mode (i.e. in secret).

Stay alert! Watch out for your great enemy, the devil (an adversary against The Truth). He prowls around like a roaring lion, looking for someone to devour (i.e. consume, destroy, engulf, swallow up, take in greedily with the senses or intellect). Devour comes from the Latin word devorare which means to swallow down. Dark spirits swallow you down. Dark spirits are on the prowl to consume or swallow down The Truth.

This spirit that is against The Truth can enter a dwelling place (i.e. where you live; your place of being or living). Dwelling comes from the Old English word dwellen which means to mislead or deceive. Originally it meant to make a fool of or lead astray. There are other languages from which this words derives that define dwelling as delay, sleep, to stun, perplex, out in trance, or stupor, madness, error, heresy, linger, dwell upon which ultimately lead to defining the word to mean “to make a home.” These bad fruits or spirits enter a person’s home, place of being or place of living by the vehicle of secrets. The Truth is an open, shining light on a path illuminating the way to stay straight, pure and certain - holy.

I am deeply humbled to share this. But this is the second of 3 instructions or mighty winds the The Truth has asked me to deliver to people who would inherit freedom from captivity; or who are being hindered. Although these occurrences happened somewhere between birth and 8 years old, The Truth sent a messenger to open the blinds so I could see my way clearly. This is why The Truth keeps reiterating that we are all connected. Your character infraction or mine (sin) affects us all. No one is isolated from the penalty of sin. Each character infraction, no matter what kind has the same penalty. If you lie, steal people, things or or trust, cheat, curse your parents, sleep with animals or many people, have orgies, fondle children, abandon your children, deny your children, sacrifice your children, murder anyone, watch porn, strip, have affairs, eat too much, drink too much, love money, hate people, had abortions, had sexual or inappropriate relations with people of the same and/or opposite gender, rearranging your originally created gender, dabbled with witches and cults, cast spells on someone, communed with evil spirits of any kind, mediums, psychics, magicians and anything that is associated with darkness, The Truth says the penalty for ALL character infractions (sin) is death. It can be spiritual and or physical. Everyone’s brand or choice of darkness may look a little different. But The Truth maintains that darkness is darkness. In The Truth there is only light. There is NO, absolutely and resolutely NO darkness in the holy presence of the Truth. The Truth is firm. The Truth maintains today in the year 2019, tomorrow and in the future. The Truth does not and will never change. So, if The Truth will not change; then we must.

When I was a little girl a spirit came into my home. That spirit was unclean. It was carrying some kind of darkness. That darkness manifested (infestation of man) itself in the form of inappropriate touching. I was inappropriately touched by someone my parent was seeing. I was inappropriately touched by a neighbor and two cousins. I did not say sexually assaulted. Inappropriate is inappropriate; just as two female dogs humping one another. I never said anything until yesterday at the leading of spirit of The Truth. Since we were children, I figured maybe these were just normal childhood occurrences of exploration. So I never thought too much about it. Maybe I was desensitized. In my childhood mind I thought it was normal. That would then manifest (infestation of man) itself in my interactions with people later in life that would cause me to adjust to accept some things as “normal.” I explained what happened to my family and then went on to explain the things manifested (infestation of man) itself in me inappropriately touching my family members: brother, cousins, neighbors kids, and eventually inappropriate touching of someone else’s spouse, not once but twice. I did not say I sexually assaulted anyone. Inappropriate can be vast. It can be humping each other like two female dogs mimicking the actions of a sexual encounter, it can mean hearing or seeing something lude, it can mean fondling, kissing, simply just doing or saying things that are simply not appropriate because you are a child and you are experiencing them with a family member. Inappropriate behavior of any kind is unacceptable to The Truth, and The Truth does not care how long it’s been since the character infraction-sin. He wants it lifted up to be visible to the light so you can see it clearly. So everyone can see it clearly. This is transparency. This is light. This is the essence of the character of The Truth. Once that occurs there is no longer a doorway for a spirit that is dark or a spirit that is against The Truth to “dwell” in you. The secret is out. The dark spirit has no power to destroy you, your life or your family. This is what it means to be pure in heart (mind) and to have a clear conscience before The Truth. You can’t shame a person who has already lifted up the sin to be visible by a transparent light. The Truth says there is no condemnation, shame, guilt or heavy spirit about your character infraction - once you lift it up to the light of transparency and out of the torment of secrecy. Most importantly, it is out the enemy’s reach to use it against you.

I feel the deep heaviness of my childhood character infraction - sin. Yes, I was a little kid, but I still feel the weight of darkness. This is what The Truth wants to deliver us from. I have labored in following The Truth’s instruction to me and my pilgrimage. I wish I could articulate how tired my soul is from doing this work. It’s so tired I don’t have the capacity to care about whether or not I will look bad or raise eyebrows. I am submitted to The Truth. The Truth costs. It is not cheap. It will never be cheap. But I am running a race to honor the true intentions of a high and elevated way of living and thinking. It is not popular and it is not easy. But I live in love, and this is a requirement or mandate of love - The Truth.

I ask for your forgiveness. I ask for your mercy in violating trust. I pray my character infraction - sin has not caused you or your child to dwell in torment because of my ignorance. When we sin, we are acting either in willful intention or ignorance. I don’t want to be ignorant so I search and thirst for The Truth in ALL things. I pray this does no cause upset to your home. The Truth knows me, and he knows you and your child. He is faithful. He is just. He is our high and lifted up Father/Creator that is living, thinking and doing things on another level. This is what we all are striving for - heaven. Heaven is an elevated way of thinking, living and doing on another level. May you find your way to the Father/Creator/The Truth to live on earth as it is in Heaven.


And so it shall be.


Be careful to obey all the commands I am giving you today. Then you will live and multiply, and you will enter and occupy the land the Lord swore to give your ancestors. Remember how the Lord your God led you through the wilderness for these forty years, humbling you and testing you to prove your character, and to find out whether or not you would obey his commands. Yes, he humbled you by letting you go hungry and then feeding you with manna, a food previously unknown to you and your ancestors. He did it to teach you that people do not live by bread alone; rather, we live by every word that comes from the mouth of the Lord.” Deuteronomy 8:1-3 New Living Translation


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